Sometimes at night (or more like early in the morning) I am so tired and want to sleep, but I just sit up on bed with weird, nervous energy. Like I’m scared something will happen while I’m sleeping. Even though nothing ever does besides weird dreams. I just want to do things and get things done, even if it’s not homework but knitting yet another scarf I don’t really want or need. I just sit up and think. But I need to sleep to do things and think straight tomorrow.